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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
9:49 PM

I APOLOGISE. For not putting up a pre-script warning earlier. Spoiling it for all those who've yet to read the book. I was just dying to share la. =/

Anyway, ytd was fun. Met up with J for lunch and headed to PL for collection of my O level cert. We roamed around campus and waited for the teachers to finish up with their meeting which took like, 4 freaking hours? They only came out at 6, but it was worth it. We chatted as though we were friends who haven't met up for a long time. All the initial dislike for certain teachers dissipated the moment we saw each other and conversed like long lost friends. Loved the feeling. =)

After school, I went down to town to meet up with the classmates. Had an ice cream topped croissant for dinner. Haha. I was still bloated from the feast at the indian coffee shop during lunch. Anywho, after dinner, we hung out at coffee bean, which was when Mr Sizzling Hot appeared. =) Me and Sel got our unexpected dose of diabetic eyecandy! YAY!

Alright, so today, met up with Grace sweetheart. Strolled around town and did a bit of window shopping which was actually quite sinful, cos right now, I've got the huge urge to splurge on some cosmetics. But, I'm controlling. Not gonna spend. BROKE BROKE BROKE. And Saturday's gonna make me even more brokeeee. Pfft.

Digress..

My ex-maid'll b flying back home soon. Eileen! Bid ur final farewell, cos she's going back for sure. Her hot headedness got the better of her. She argued with her new employer the way she wld argue with my mum and me. I mean, because she was with us for so long, we closed 3 eyes whenever her repulsive attitude showed, but it was one hugely gigantically gargantuanly wrong move when she used that stinking attitude of her's with the new employer. She oughta have been smarter than that. *sigh

Despite all her flaws, she was like the sister I never had. When she left home, it made the entire house feel so empty. I no longer had someone sharing my room with me, accompanying me thru sleepless nights, ranting and raving about my life and her's.

When I come home from school, she wldn't b around. When I wake up every morning/noon, I'd miss her "Val! What do u want to eat?". Whenever I entered the kitchen, there wldn't b noone scurrying around, preparing for dinner.

It was painfully enough that she cld only visit once a month. But now, she won't ever b able to visit. She's going back to her homeland. Aft a decade and a half of wrking here in Singapore. 12 of the 15 years, with us. The thot of her leaving's so excruciating I cld die. But I suppose such changes're inevitable, and taking it in stride's one of the many things in life I gotta learn.

On a lighter note, I've gotta go to school for 10 mins tmr. 10 mins. Just for consultation of my essay outline, the one I crapped thru at Dan's place. So I'm looking forward to the after school activity, cos I knw the classmates'll make the 1.25 hours of travelling to school very worth it. =)

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